Republished with permission from John Pavlovitz

I feel really sorry for Conservative Christians.

It must be awful to go through life terrified: to believe that you are perpetually in danger; to always be threatened by encroaching predators lurking in the shadows, around corners, beneath the bed, in the bathroom, at the border.

What a draining experience it has to be walking through every day looking over your shoulder, certain that attack is inevitable and that you are soon to be violently overtaken.

I feel sorry for these people of faith because I know they can’t understand or reflect the compassionate, expansive love of Jesus, having been weaned since birth on a bastardized and heretical theology—a tiny, fragile faith made entirely out of fear:

• fear of an angry God dispensing damnation,
• fear of Mexicans stealing their jobs,
• fear of immigrants overrunning their borders,
• fear of refugees families bringing terrorism in a Trojan Horse,
• fear of Muslims smuggling in Sharia Law,
• fear of Transgender people lurking in public restrooms,
• fear of Atheists assailing their religious freedoms,
• fear of brown people brandishing violence,
• fear of Hollywood perverting their children,
• fear of drag queens converting their children
• fear of teachers reading History to their children,
• fear of Science disproving their Bible,
• fear of Democrats coming for their guns.
• fear of the Media fooling them with fake news.
• fear of the Devil coming in the form of reporters, professors, public school
• teachers, lesbians, and Liberals.

Conservative Christians’ voluminous accumulated terrors have turned them into what they are now: perpetually petrified human beings whose disfigured, Frankensteined faith has now turned on them.

Their religion is a heartless, fearful, out-of-control monster.

Somehow their religion, what should be a hope-giving, life-breathing, joy-inducing lens for seeing and understanding the world and their humane place in it—has been reduced to a sanctified panic alarm: forever forecasting doom, forever inciting panic, forever triggering outrage, forever putting their finger on the trigger, forever building fortified walls.

As a former pastor, this makes me so very sad because it’s a million miles from the heart of their story: the one of a Maker who says, “Do not fear.”

That is the most common command in the Bible; the continuous golden tether running throughout the Scriptures: the assurance that faith is the antidote to all that terrifies us, the solid bedrock when threats shake us. Faith is the steady declaration that if God is indeed God, we are safe and loved and that all will be well.

The poet of the Psalms writes in his 27th song of praise: The Lord is my light and my salvation—whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid?

That so many who claim this same fearless religious tradition and profess adherence to this same text, spend so much of their days as if the sky is imminently falling—is something that I grieve deeply.

I mourn people who can simultaneously say they trust a God of love who supposedly spoke the entire Universe into being—and yet can’t handle Target t-shirt display, an American History class, a gay couple in their church, a distraught refugee family in their neighborhood.

It’s the very pinnacle of cognitive dissonance to loudly trumpet In God We Trust while proving with every frantic, jittery move that they trust no one but a traitorous, vile, foul-mouthed reality TV celebrity and court-established rapist who represents everything Jesus warned us against becoming: a fear Evangelist.

The Gospel biographer Mark tells the story of Jesus in a boat with his disciples, when a furious storm engulfs them. Panic-stricken, they rush to find Jesus in the back of the boat sleeping on a cushion and question his concern for them. Just before calming the wind and the waves, he asks them,

“Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?”

I wonder how those who profess belief in that same Jesus, yet preach a Gospel of terror—would honestly respond to such an inquiry?

I wonder how their hearts might be renovated if their religion became a source of security rather than fuel for generating enmity toward already vulnerable people.

I wonder how differently they might respond to the real pain and despair around them if they saw disparate humanity with compassion and not contempt.

I don’t believe enough white Evangelicals have heard the voice of Jesus who promises presence and peace in the turbulent journey.

I don’t believe they truly rest in this truth—because those who’ve heard that voice and who rest in that truth wouldn’t be so damn terrified all the time. They wouldn’t be so obsessed with protection and insulation and damnation and exclusion, they wouldn’t have so much anxiety regarding the diversity around them—and they wouldn’t be so angry and so continually on the defensive.

Fearless Christians don’t legislate rights away from other human beings. They don’t see someone else’s gain as their loss. They aren’t fixated on the perceived dangers of those who don’t look, talk, think, believe, worship and love the way that they do.

Fear is a powerful drug.

It’s a fantastic political tactic.

It’s a wonderful manipulator.

It’s an effective motivator.

It’s a great rally speech or Sunday sermon.

But it’s a really lousy religion.

Yes, I feel sorry for white Evangelicals who’ve embraced the most toxic of theologies but more than that I feel sorry for the rest of us.

I keep waiting for so many of these professed people of God to act as if they believe that God is bigger than their fears, to live as though that God’s love is the better path.

Maybe then they’ll stop being so very afraid, for their sake and the sake of the disparate, vulnerable, hurting human beings that they are becoming monsters to.